Thursday, June 25, 2009

A Turning Point

(NOTICE: ITS A VERY BORING AND LONG ENTRY BELOW, I BLOG THIS AS A REMINDER FOR MYSELF ONLY. DO NOT BOTHER TO READ ON AS IT MAKES NO SENSE OTHER THAN TO MYSELF)


Wow, I am really facing a huge difficulties while trying to blog down this entry. You see, there's alot of stuff been going on in my mind lately and I really feel the urge to blog it down. As a reference, or a checkpoint for me if i ever get lost in the future. The thing is, I do not know if i could blog down exactly the abstract idea thats been going on in my mind but I'll try as I think that its very important for me to states it down. Lets cut the crap...

Everyone, if you ever noticed, have their own set of mentality, style of thinking. Its this style of thinking that determined the uniqueness of an individual. Its also this style of thinking process that determined their characteristic, their luck and even their destiny. Its the very own weapon that you use to analyze things that's been going on around you. But sadly, how many of us really utilize it? Worse still, instead of using our mentality to really think and define our destiny, majorities of us just follow through the flow of the societies and living our days aimlessly.

Ever wondered why majorities of the professionals or highly successful people are in debts today and unable to live the life that they always wanted? Hey, they studied hard, give their freaking best but still unable to climb up to the success ladder? On the other hand, those that never studies, quit school before even completed their primary school and couldnt speak other language except their native tougue language became a freakin filthy millionaire? Are they just freakin lucky? I doubt so. If you asked me, I would say that its the way they think. Their thinking pattern are completely different than the majorities. That is why they succeeded. Look at the questions below and you would understand:

  1. Would you rather write a good resume and be employed by the world best corporate company or would you rather have the skill to write a good business plan and starts your business from scrap?
  2. Would you choose to study hard and be smart or would you rather to employ smart people to work for you?
  3. When it comes to money concern, would you play it safe or would you rather learn how to manage risk?
  4. When you desire something that is impossible, do you tell yourself "I would never be able to afford it?" or do you ask yourself "How should I get it?"

Studying will only enquiped us with survivor skills that is enough to meet months end needs. Sorry, I am not trying to critics. My point is, if we follow through this pattern of life, we will eventually end up in the rat race. Work, gets your pay checks, pay off your bills and debts, and work again hoping that one day your hard work would be recognize. Its a never ending cycle. No matter how hard you climb, you will still be in this rat race and the cycle of debts. To break through, we need to have a different kind of mentality than the majorities. We need to break through our thinking pattern. Looking back at Q4, its a very strong reminder for myself. When you tell yourself that "I would never be able to afford it", you are making a statement. When you makes a statement, your brain rest and accept it. Its a form of mental laziness. But whenever a question is asked, it keeps your brain active and eventually you will be finding a solution to your answer.

Okay, its been a very long entry. I have made a point to myself.. I shall try to blog something more relaxing and less stressful next time round.. lol

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Pissed off

Ok, how should i start this thing? Its been going on for awhile and to a certain extend its pissing me off. The story goes like this..

After college, i have been working for like abt 4 yrs now? My first job, pay was RM1400, got promoted and the pay goes up for like abt RM2400. After a yr i switched job to another company and earned a pay of like RM4k to 5k a month(quite depending as its a sales job, but it range around there). For some reasons, i quitted that job and came to spore after a yr. And its a drastic change. My pay drop to SGD1150 a mth. Its a hotel job. Yeah, for ur info, i studied Software Engineering but joined the sales line after i graduate. When i came to spore, i switched to hotel line. Dont ask me why i didnt pursue jobs which i spend money to study, i m bored of answering that question. Of course, i didnt get SGD1150nett monthly, somehow or another, we do have commision as well. So my monthly salary permonth can go as high as SGD1900 to SGD2000 depending on my commision.

Yeah, alot of ppl told me that i was doing an underpaid job. But the biggest problem of all is this.. My gf mom had been pursuading my gf to leave me as i am not good enough for her. Fuck, why didnt she say that when i am earning 5k a month? And because i have been laying low for this past 2 yrs shes been sarcasticly putting in all kinda bloody remarks? Fine, i m bored of this job anyway, without her saying i will get a better job for myself too. So, lets see what she is going to say after i climb to the next level.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Seriously...

Man, seriously.. is it so hard to get a better job nowdays? I have been working in hotel line for 2 years now.. I'm getting bored.. So sick n tired of it.. but i am still stuck... cant leave this job yet cause i need the greens.. and at the same time cant get a better offer yet.. so in short, i am still stuck..

Damn, i am reli looking forward for new challenges in life.. When life starts to get into routine.. i SERIOUSLY will feel very very bored..