Stoned...

No.. not from alcohol.. I really hoped that it was alcohol that made me stoned but hell no.. I m still on night shift job.. Seriously.. I m feeling so stoned.. As though as my body react without any thoughts or soul.. Maybe I didnt get enough rest earlier... Fucked it, whatever the reason.. I really wanna know when I can quit this job.. Hospitality line sucks big time as I m no longer interested anymore.. Yeah, the paychecks kill my day each n everytime.. The funny thing is, I still cant leave without it.. Damn, life is all about choices, i know.. But whose gonna feed me when i dun hav anymore greens left in my accounts? No, I m not broke yet.. Just fighting as a veteran every month.. Fuck..