Is life fair?

So what do you think? Is life fair? Is there such thing as fairness in life? I think this is one of those century old question that have yet to have any answers. Its the same as asking is there a hen before an egg or vice versa.

The reason i am writing this is because i have been noticing something quite interesting around me.. i mean us.. at least those that was born and stayed in Malaysia or Singapore..

Its about food.. yeah, ya heard me right.. Its food!! When I looked around me, there are always abundances of food around us, 24hrs coffee shops, Hypermart, Food courts, fancy restaurants and the lists go on and on.. It ponders me, what do the people do with all the leftovers by the end of the day? Looking at the quantity of food that was prepared, I seriously have doubts that all this food would be completely sold out by the end of day. Yet, when the next sunrise comes, new and fresh food would be prepared. Then what about the leftovers? Thrown away i supposed.. It really ponders me, if all these leftovers can be sent on time to those countries that is suffering from poverty and could hardly have any food to eat.. would poverty still exists? Will children still dies of hunger? So.. is life fair? Or its just fair to us because we are born under a nation that have limitless provision of food ( at least for the time being). You be the judged..

Doubts

I m sure everyone of us has this thing in us.. yeah, its called doubt. When will you start doubting yourself? When you have not enough confidence I supposed.. Or was it when you try n try n try.. even you yourself has lost counts of the time that you stand up n fight.. But nevertheless, the things that you kept on fighting for had never comes your way.. Yeah, thats exactly whats happening to me now.. N i started to have this doubting feeling in me, period..

I m starting to lost my direction.. Trying not to think n keep on fighting.. But the doubting feeling is getting stronger as each day passed.. I m starting to ask myself, am I doing the right thing? Well, sure.. along the way you will hear encouraging voices like " You dont get it because there are something better waiting for you, just hav faith" Faith? Sometimes i can only laugh to myself silently when i hear this word coming my way.. Yeah, maybe faith does eliminates doubts.. But how long can you hold on to your faith when the fighting spirit in you are draining out....