Doubts

I m sure everyone of us has this thing in us.. yeah, its called doubt. When will you start doubting yourself? When you have not enough confidence I supposed.. Or was it when you try n try n try.. even you yourself has lost counts of the time that you stand up n fight.. But nevertheless, the things that you kept on fighting for had never comes your way.. Yeah, thats exactly whats happening to me now.. N i started to have this doubting feeling in me, period..

I m starting to lost my direction.. Trying not to think n keep on fighting.. But the doubting feeling is getting stronger as each day passed.. I m starting to ask myself, am I doing the right thing? Well, sure.. along the way you will hear encouraging voices like " You dont get it because there are something better waiting for you, just hav faith" Faith? Sometimes i can only laugh to myself silently when i hear this word coming my way.. Yeah, maybe faith does eliminates doubts.. But how long can you hold on to your faith when the fighting spirit in you are draining out....